Je_Blog: blognya [jayan sentanuhady]

I’m looking for you
Trying to reach your roses
Carried away by the time

Playing with the silent madness

You’ve gone away from the stage
Leaving no words
There’s just fake tears left

Looking for that bouquet of roses
That are admired through false pearls

I’m blind insane
In the red of silence
Now I’ve lost your love

Look at me
I’m stained to my fingertips in deep red
I can’t stand this song of silence
Flowing into the sea of phantom images
Even if I hold my heart
The blood stained angel that has arisen
I can not stop

Silent jealousy
Don’t you leave me alone
Falling into sadness
Adored by love
That I can’t return to
Into this repetitive solitude
Tell me true, where ever I go
I must learn to love this pain
I still want your love
Stop your love
Silence the memories
Where the madness grows

I just wanted to stay with you
I just wanted to feel the breath of your grace
I didn’t know what to do
I couldn’t say anything
When consciousness returned
Everything had been washed away by the tide of time, even you
But the scars of memory never fade away
I can’t stop loving you
Stop my tears
Stop my loving
Kill my memories

You dyed my heart in blood
No way to kill my sadness
Kill me before you leave
I can’t see anything
With the vision set on maddened love
Even now, I miss you
I can’t live without you

Silent jealousy
Fall into a dream
Keep holding on to the memory
To the dream
Silent jealousy, don’t you leave me alone
Fading into sadness
Kill me love